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Spiritual desires, that’s the way I can recall my past few years. I wasn’t happy with myself, my education, salary, introverted personality and so on. I was sure I must make a big change, become a different individual, so I worked very hard everyday and learned many new knowledges in my spare time in order to make up for my lack of ability and many hateful shortcomings. Fortunately, after four years I can earn more money, buy the car and house. Sounds nice, right? However, I was still not satisfied with myself, I didn’t know why, just felt I’m not good and my impression is bad on others. I was always quite bummed every day. Continue reading Let Go All The Desires From The Past
If there’s one world exist in a grain of sand, then how many grains of sand in the ganges river? If a boundless universe has so many small worlds, then how many bundless universe exist in the unimaginative space? Anyway, I’m fortunately with you in a same small world. We had acquainted, loved and hated each other before, and then we forgot each other in the painful samsara.
I don’t know where you were come from and where you will go, even I’m not sure what will happen between you and me. You may rely on my loving care sometimes, hate my existence when you will anxious for your own independence, and pity for my susceptibilities when I will old. But eventually we are the consciousness exist independently and we will certainly forget each other in the next life. So I appreciate every seconds with you, live in the moment, from met to forget. What had happened just like a flash of lightening, how naturally existence! So valuable.
The happiness and pain are always happened everyday, but everythings belongs to you and me, in this boundless universe.
Picture is taken by Nicki Varkevisser
About ten years ago, I’ve seen the movie ‘Forrest Grump’. Forrest always said ‘Stupid is as stupid does’, I was impressed. The schoolmaster said Forrest possesses an IQ of only 77, but you can’t really think Forrest Grump is stupid, can you? Anyway, Forrest took us across over America with his running steps and the human basic goodness, but, the schoolmaster only got his mother just like a piece of shit, right? So who is stupid? Continue reading Stupid is as stupid does
I have always token Forrest Gump for a lovely man. His mama told him that life’s like a box of chcolate, you will never know what you’ll get, I know exactly the feel after all these years. I’ve had a few years of drifting life, between the different abodes, walked in all kinds of people, I know the life has been never easily, for example, before a minute I was happying for some suprise, but after a minute I will fall in difficulties, life has ups and downs, you never know what’s going to happen tomorrow, so I understand that keep a peaceful mind in any time, and whatever how many people is endeavouring to disarm me, I just need to find where is the sunbeam, then, I will always be fine, at the final, as Forrest said, stupid as stupid does it, surely, tomorrow is belong to the hard working man, I will be a winner.
At the very early first, I was an atheist, now I’m a buddhist, you may ask me why, actually they are not confict with each other. People often say that buddha bless me please, will buddha really appear and help us? I don’t know, but I prefer to believe that actually buddha is always live in our deep heart, however, most of the time, we can’t find him and it’s difficult for us to hear from him, because of too many noise around us.
Just sharing my four years freelancing experience.
As a freelancer, the first important thing I have to consider is that I eagerly need stable income to maintain my livelihood. Almost all the earnings in the first two years are from my web design service in my country, I got a couple of common problems when I started, How to find the clients? How to get better prices? Well, let’s me start to tell you my stories and I summed up the a few main points of my experience, hope it will help some new freelancers. Continue reading Designers, don’t leave yourself alone